Well here we are again. Just a couple of weeks into the new term and the annual terror that already I am burnt out has kicked in. As a reception teacher I have just completed my first week with actual children and have come away with a cold and a familiar sinking feeling that perhaps I have made a terrible mistake with my chosen career and actually i'd like to start a new quiet life in the country.
After allowing myself a day to wallow in self pity I have forced myself to face some home truths.
1, I weirdly like my job, its just hard.
2, I wouldn't like a quiet life in the country.
3, I can't blame anyone else.
4, I still haven't become somebody who exercises which I have been planning to be for about 15 years now.
Returning to my last point. Why is this so hard. I know that it is really good for positive thinking, improving the old mental health and may even mean I am not totally victim to my monthly cycle, yet still I resist.
Well here I am yet again about to embark on attempt number 572 to introduce exercise into my life. it's out there now. I humbly commit in this first minimal attempt to swim every week for 1 month. I am starting small, so wish me luck and hold me to account if i don't do it.
I'd love to hear about your early term experiences, or your attempts to keep positive thinking post and share.
Ooooo I love the idea of a blog! I did attempt one during my PGCE, but failed miserably to sustain it. I may well follow in your footsteps! I also am pledging to introduce my excercise regime into the schedule this week and shall be 'skinny bikini girl' by Christmas and look fabulous! Term has begun surprisingly well (although this is in comparison to this time last year, which was surprisingly shocking!) I am however, beginning to notice the dark cirlces reappearing, which were definitely not present 3 weeks ago. I wait expectantly for your next post!
ReplyDeleteHi Jessica lovely blog!!What I have heard is:
ReplyDeleteExcercise is highly addictive....don't start!!
Hope you had a fun weekend...looking forward to the joys of Monday,regards Maya
Ofcourse just like Rachel I look forward to your next blog!